樂隊主音說，他在父親死去的那天失去了「童真」。時間不經不覺已經過了20年，或许時間衝淡了記憶，但他還是「永遠忘不了那失去的」。不再是爸爸兒子那天，失去童眞的那天，那遺憾一直在心中，每年九月也會有墮入痛苦 的情緒。

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我自己是個幸福女孩，沒什麼不幸事發生。然而不知道爲何愁善感還是長進骨子裡。該怎麼表達？成長真痛苦，成長中，社會不同的人用不同方式感染你，譲你渴望被認同，鼓勵你去努力貢獻。但然而，社會急於踢低自己不能理解的人。社會最討厭就是尽力的人。社會是多麼善忘，你的努力可以完全忘記，但永不放過你做的每一件錯事。成長是要接受你一直都不可愛。你不是小孩，我不需要譲你。如果你沒有名氣、財富、權力，如果你不是被認同的話你可以「收皮」。成長就是要接受，如果 沒 有價值的話，你是不會被愛(認同)的。

What is the point of living when you can just die?

Late happy bday on xanga
Princess Ada rocked her birthday.. just look at that happy face

Princess liking her chanel cakey for her bday haha x

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Hmm yea so happy birthday.. Stay real girl.

And all the memories of the pubs
& the clubs & the tubs we shared together
Will stay with me forever.
But all the highs and the lows
and the to's and the fro's,
They left me dizzy, Oh won't you forgive me
I n0 l0nger hear the music.

All the memories of the fights and the nights
and the blue lights, all the kites we flew together,
I thought they'd fly forever.
But all the highs and the lows
and the to's and the fro's
They left me dizzy, Oh won't you forgive me
I n0 l0nger hear the music.
Well I no longer hear the music when the lights go out,
Love goes cold in the shades of doubt
The strange fate in my mind is all too clear.
Music when the lights come on
The girl I thought I knew has gone,
And with her my heart had disappeared..